Just Chillin': Lost

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Lost

The past few days have been days full of solemn quietness in which I've hardly spoken to anyone. I've kind of lost energy though I do perform my duties to a finish, it's without zest or the zeal to look forward to anything better. The lowness of mood carries on until the wee hours of the morning when I flip my phone hoping that Guy might have sent me a text but it's in the negative. Complete silence from him, complete silence from me. I've cried myself to sleep twice, missing him whenever I've switched on the radio and heard some heart tugging ballad from the 80s.

There are times during the day when I long to hear from him. I wish upon wish that my phone beeping is Guy to telling me that he's doing okay. But no. Guy has managed to maintain a stoic silence. And as Sunela advised in a previous post, I've decided to cut off all contact too.

I guess my greatest fear lies in the single sentence.

Will I be forgotten?

4 comments:

Mr.Pitbull July 14, 2009 at 8:48 AM
I am not in the situation to give you advice JC since I have been down during the past few weeks 2 I am just gonna tell you that don't consider yourself LOST.. Cos you got your friends and your family and us fellow bloggers who will always be there for you.. Break ups are hard .. forget the dude and move on.. cos I am sure the one who is meant to be with you is around =D

Cheers and take care

~Peace~
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JanithJuly 14, 2009 at 10:59 AM
I don't think you'd ever be forgotten... just like you'd never forget him...

Stay strong JC! :)
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AnonymousJuly 14, 2009 at 12:11 PM
Hello Miss Pathetically Patient, how long do you intend staying here plaguing us with your sad sorry tales?

Paul, Wyomi & Natalie
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Just Chillin'July 14, 2009 at 9:09 PM
Thank you my sweet, special friend Disease..
in spite of what you are going through you thought of comforting me. That really touched me and I feel so much better after your words.. I'm here too if ever you need me.

Peace and hugs, Disease.. x

Chavie you answered my worried question for me..that is so true.. he must feel the way I do too isn't it? Thank you SO much..
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In the 1980s and 1990s, chill gained currency as a slang term meaning “to relax, calm down.” It is first recorded in 1979 and comes from Black English slang, which has frequently been a source of slang and informal words in Standard English, often through the medium of various African-American musical styles (in this case, rap and hip-hop). In fact, the word chill has had several incarnations as a slang term both inside and outside Black English. An older slang sense, recorded first in the 1870s, has been “to lose interest (in something), sour (on something).” Since the late 1920s it has also been used transitively to mean “to quash” and even “to kill.” The recent use in the sense “to calm down” is another example of slang's innovativeness: English has always used words referring to heat and cold metaphorically to refer to emotions, and has used cool to refer to calmness since Old English times. Chill is a novel way of saying cool down, an old metaphor. The semantic evolution of chill continues as this is being written; the new sense of “to relax” has even more recently been extended to mean “to relax among friends, socialize.” Chill thus offers a good example of how living languages are constantly changing in ways that are at once unpredictable and immediately comprehensible.

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